incomplete
lies hurt. incomplete truth hurts too.
i don't understand why can't you ever be completely honest with me, given our 3 yrs of friendship.
i'm amazed by the amount of hope i've placed in you,
only to find myself in exhaustion and fatigue in the end.
the things you say about not wanting a relationship and a girlfriend.
i knew that the resoluation won't last long. i know you will come back complaining. in time to come.
and i will still be that loser friend who has to take your complains,
lend you a shoulder to cry on and be there to pat your back anyway.
end of the day, we both hide things from each other. things we never want to say.
feelings we sweep under the carpet. details we gloss over.
why so? i don't know. i can't explain. but when the truth dawns, it hurts. .
the only consolation : we don't hate each other, we still talk and we still support each other.
that's the greatest gift we have ever bestowed upon each other. Thank God for that.
sometimes i wonder, won't it be better if clean breaks were made and clear lines were drawn.
but us being us... that won't happen. most matters will still be shades of grey.
what's most important to me?
that you are happy and i will love you always.
posted by Veen @ 08:50
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